If I............

Why?

everyone has said that i was a bad girl

everyone has said that a lot of people hate me very very much

i said.... why?

and they didnt answer

my family have said that i was a bad girl

my sister has said that my life has no meaning

my daddy has shood me from home

i  ran away and go to my room

i cried....

i screamed....

i was confused of all!

i scared....

oh please....

did you think i am a perfect girl?

did you think you are a someone perfect?

i thought there's no someone perfect in this world

if i could be a perfect girl, i want!!

if you could understand about me, i'll never be now!

i was not a wonder girl

just an ordinary like you are

mom, dad, sis, bro

did you know why i always come late at home?

because i wanna meet my friends!

i know i dont have a lot of friends

i just have some... can we account with fingers

but i love them!

they are my charger!

if i was down, they cheer me up!

if i cried, they erase my tears!

if you still do not understand well?

oh im sorry i just feel different 

just feeling something like that